Ok, so remember how I have some pretty weird dreams? Well, it happened again! I dreamed I was pregnant. I was standing in front of a full length mirror, stroking my enormous belly, totally content and at peace... I remember feeling completely HAPPY. I got ready and continued going throughout my day, and then somehow I realized that I wasn't married, but engaged. I lost some of that pure happiness I had, but I remember trying to look on the bright side and telling myself that even though we were starting out hard, we could still be a happy family and raise our child in a good home. So I kept going on through the day, and then somehow I found out that I was wrong before... I wasn't engaged, I was just a single girl about to have a baby on my own. My happiness turned to absolute horror. How did I get myself into this situation? And then dread... What was I going to do now? This was not the road I wanted my life to go, and this was not the environment in which I wanted to raise a child. All these feelings of doubt and insecurity and terror kept building and building and growing till finally...
I woke up.
Dang, I wonder what that dream meant. Live the Law of Chastity, probably. Or don't eat Reces right before bed.
2 comments:
I have pregnant dreams all the time. I've had the "teen-in-trouble" pregnant dream, and also the dream where I'm married and excited to have the baby. It's weird how realistic they can be. I hope you are doing well.
I HATE those pregnant dreams! Once I dreamed I was pregnant and when I woke up, I still thought I was pregnant. Then I thought, "Wait, I'm a virgin. I can't be pregnant." It is a freaky feeling when you think you're pregnant and you're not married and you feel like a skank. :) Haha.
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